This is what I get....

Last night was pretty terrible. Our defense didn't turn out very nice, as in it's very messy and so. deads na deads!! hahaha :))
I thought somehow some or a part of what we did was sufficing but I guess I'm wrong. At least everyone does the same. I don't know for the groups who did it right.
I work hard on this defense, but maybe I have to work real hard, 'harder' (highlighted) so that we could impress sir oli.
I think one group did impress him, it's kian's group I guess. As what I read from franz's blog. I dunno bout val's group. anyways congratulations to them.
For the rest goodluck, for those defended already, it's okay, just try the very best next time. There's still that big chance. I know it, right! hehe :D
Maybe this is what I get. This is what I get for not reading the bible for a week, for not praying at all times this week but to pray whenever needed or whenever I remember, for not paying attention to worships and mass and more. Maybe this is what I get from not doing my responsibilities as a christian, as a roman catholic, for that one week. Am I losing my faith and got busy for other stuff, e.g. academics? Or simply I forgot my faith, or my faith had faded away for that week, or is it still fading away. I don't know. Will I ever find a way to turn back time?
Maybe this is a lesson for me, a punishment I guess or maybe just a warning I hope.
I feel pretty ashamed of myself. It felt terrible. I'm so pathetic.
This morning, as the bus where I am passed through gil puyat station, 2 men just sat beside me, I am so preoccupied that time and don't evern bother to look at them. I noticed the man beside me coughing so badly that it sucks because he's not covering his mouth and so. And that his cough is not natural, that he's just playing and when he coughs he jumps off the chair. I mean he stands a little whenever he coughs.
Suddenly, while the man is coughing, I noticed a hand in my pocket or something wierd is trying to pull a thing in my pocket and for sure it's a hand. I dunno if it's the hand of the man beside me or the man beside the man beside me. hahahaha :))
I did not think twice but I just stay put and did nothing. What's bad about that, I wasn't praying at all, I didn't pray for the incident. I even noticed that incident but I didn't know they were after my mobile phone; Well of course what else could they get from my pocket except my mobile phone. There. I really didn't complain or anything because I'm scared. They might stab me at my back. Or if ever I shouted or complained about it, maybe after getting out of the bus, they might also ran after me because the bus was near lasalle by that time. Too bad. Real bad. Well I am not after the phone, I'm after the content of the phone, the contents and all that. It's what concerns me that most. Well of course the phone is important because it's a gift for me in my graduation. Anyways, what's done is done and I hope I could turn back time but I can't. I'll just have to pray for it, pray for what happened and pray for them, to those snatchers. May God enlighten their minds and hearts to never do such things again.
Nevertheless they can't change the simcard of the phone because I put an application that only my simcard will be accepted with a code also. Double security. Even if they format the phone it won't also work. Becuase I tried formatting the phone and even removed the application but it's still there. Even formatting the system won't also work. Too bad for them. But the only thing they can do is disassemble the phone, chopped it into pieces then sell the small pieces. There. hahaha :))
I guess this is what I get... Too bad!!!