failing calculus.

okay now im beginning to accept that im goin to fail a subj. huhuhu. i mean i accept it but i can't. i accept it because im not really good in math but what i can't accept is that im goin to fail which is not me. i never fail a subj in my entire life so this is the first one. huhuhu. maybe il just do a lot better next time, and next time i will make it up to top, not just that but to assure never to fail again.

Damn im so freaking stupid in math. huhu. :((

i hate it. but i need to love math in order for math to love me back. =p

But im still hoping for a 1.0 maybe like less than 10% of hope. haha. kiddin. wel i need to get more than a hundred percent in the finals, wth. i barely don't know how to pass my quizzes, how the hell will i get a hundred percent in the finals. hahah :))

ill just have to pray harder. who knows, my prof suddenly changed his mind and passed me. hahah :)) thanks sir. amps. :(

haaay. maybe this is it. my first time to fail in college life. haay.. :((

first time!!

im very depressed today so what i did, i just sleep when i arrived home to lessen the depression.

I knew that im not going to do well in the quiz today because i really don't understand the topic though i study hard enough i bet it's still not enough. But what made my day super depressing and worse? it's the result of my quiz 2. I really paid extra attention to that quiz, super to the max study my lessons and consulted a friend, but what did i get? a failing mark!! shet. Im expecting a high grade but then it's worse than what i expected. soo sad. Maybe too much expectations are not good enough. waaaah. im doomed. what the hell im goin to do?

i need air! "HELP!!"

if ever im gonna fail this subj, i might as well fail to continue my life. hahaha .. very juvenile indeed. kidding, it's just failing a final grade is really not my thing, not being arrogant. but haaaay..

Maybe i did focuse my attention on speecom more, and that is one reason. speecom and calculus in summer class is not a good combination. i should've taken kaspil1 instead. haist. what shall i do?

The fact that im really not good in math, im just good in alge,geom in trig but not very much in calculus. huhuhuhu.

if i fail this subject, it's my first ever to fail a subj in my college life. soo sad. i have to accumulate the units. huhuhu. if ever, uhm, sana im goin to pass talaga or pag minalas, eh sana si raposa nalang talga prof namin next term.

i don't want to fail.. : ((