im not in the mood to blog yesterday, or rather, im just very tired to do it. we've been to la meria, in binan laguna for a fiesta. then after that, i went to upd and trino which is between 5-6pm. coz we leave laguna by past 3pm. haist. super tired. went to upd and trino just to give the notebook to yanna. haaay. then i arrived home by past 8pm or quarter to 9pm. soo tired. i ate and then rest. and sleep. tsk.
ok. i dunno what to say, except that im terribly not in the mood to pursue my summer studies. xet. im soo stupid in mathematics. haist. i dunno what to do?
could someone help me.
(pati ung speecom nadadamay na though mejo maganda naman performance ku dun)
super maxado akong nadedepress sa calculus.
anyways. haist. kamusta naman ung 23/80. 1st quiz sa ccscal1. haist. tapos dunno how many are my plus grades. huhu. i doomed. i guess this is my first time to fail in my college life.
since ate ina has failures also, my sister did merit a failing mark in mathematics in her frosh life when she was still studyin (pero up un eh). and yanna did fail at first take, calculus, that's y she took summer (pero up rin un eh), haist,. i dunno. naiisip ko tuloy nakakahiya sa mga classmates ko nung HS, kasi as ive been receiving news from them, some of them are DL, and got high grades. sorry naman mahirap course ko eh. at mahirap din school ko. same goes with yanna. (kaya sana don't be judgemental, u don't even know what we're going thru!).
haaay. ang yabang yabang ku pa i took summer class at kailangan kong panindigan that i should pass. sorry naman. eh mahirap talaga. ok here's the thing, it's really easy, i mean easy, it's manageable. but i just have a mental black problems which is a bad thing. too bad. only after the test that i will realize that i should do this and that. damn it.
haaay. siguro i have to study later on! waaaah.
mejo nakakaiyak kasi ewanku.
what i feel right now? i feel like im a super stupid person sa math. what the hell. :((
pure luck, miracle and plus points is what i need and my only, last hope. i guess. :((
haist. i might need, have to ace the quiz tom. focus, focus. try to concentrate and be relaxed. chillax!
my fam and relatives are in batangas. haist. because of the quiz2 i didn't get the chance to go with them! pero it's ok.
if ever i fail this summer. then i might have to take it next term. and really ace it. as in aim for 4.0 if possible not just 2.5 to super, to the max, back to zero, the number of units i failed.
hahaha .:)) super tawa naman jan. papaburger talaga ako kapag naka 4.0 ako next term if ever i fail, or lalo na ngayon summer kung maka 4.0 pako. haha. wish ko lang. papacheese burger naman ako. haha :))
thanks to those people who helped me, with the moral support and those people who thought me. haist. bRo robin, yanna, my fam and friends, pauline and many more. haist. ;))
i dunNo if failing is normal, just like what ate ina said to me. it's just that it isnt normal to me. (not being arrogant at all) but i cant afford to lose a fight. though the battle hasnt ended yet. haist. i just duNno what to do if ever i fail. i might cut my wrist to death! haha :)) kidin.
thanks to yanna, thanks to you. u really are helping me the most. i love you sooo much. haha. :))
hope ull get a 1.0 flat in ur math 53!!'
college life is really hard! huhuhu.. :((
i might have to end my blog at this point. i guess. :) good luck for me tomoro. have to ace the test aim for 80-90%.
oh one more thing, guess i was wrong bout our teacher, he's really inspiring. and un. maybe failing is really normal and is part of college life, most importantly onm the real world. that's why thanks to him also, he's so kind and approacheable though i can't seem to understand the way of his teaching but all in all he's a nice teacher.. :))
ok. i dunno what to say, except that im terribly not in the mood to pursue my summer studies. xet. im soo stupid in mathematics. haist. i dunno what to do?
could someone help me.
(pati ung speecom nadadamay na though mejo maganda naman performance ku dun)
super maxado akong nadedepress sa calculus.
anyways. haist. kamusta naman ung 23/80. 1st quiz sa ccscal1. haist. tapos dunno how many are my plus grades. huhu. i doomed. i guess this is my first time to fail in my college life.
since ate ina has failures also, my sister did merit a failing mark in mathematics in her frosh life when she was still studyin (pero up un eh). and yanna did fail at first take, calculus, that's y she took summer (pero up rin un eh), haist,. i dunno. naiisip ko tuloy nakakahiya sa mga classmates ko nung HS, kasi as ive been receiving news from them, some of them are DL, and got high grades. sorry naman mahirap course ko eh. at mahirap din school ko. same goes with yanna. (kaya sana don't be judgemental, u don't even know what we're going thru!).
haaay. ang yabang yabang ku pa i took summer class at kailangan kong panindigan that i should pass. sorry naman. eh mahirap talaga. ok here's the thing, it's really easy, i mean easy, it's manageable. but i just have a mental black problems which is a bad thing. too bad. only after the test that i will realize that i should do this and that. damn it.
haaay. siguro i have to study later on! waaaah.
mejo nakakaiyak kasi ewanku.
what i feel right now? i feel like im a super stupid person sa math. what the hell. :((
pure luck, miracle and plus points is what i need and my only, last hope. i guess. :((
haist. i might need, have to ace the quiz tom. focus, focus. try to concentrate and be relaxed. chillax!
my fam and relatives are in batangas. haist. because of the quiz2 i didn't get the chance to go with them! pero it's ok.
if ever i fail this summer. then i might have to take it next term. and really ace it. as in aim for 4.0 if possible not just 2.5 to super, to the max, back to zero, the number of units i failed.
hahaha .:)) super tawa naman jan. papaburger talaga ako kapag naka 4.0 ako next term if ever i fail, or lalo na ngayon summer kung maka 4.0 pako. haha. wish ko lang. papacheese burger naman ako. haha :))
thanks to those people who helped me, with the moral support and those people who thought me. haist. bRo robin, yanna, my fam and friends, pauline and many more. haist. ;))
i dunNo if failing is normal, just like what ate ina said to me. it's just that it isnt normal to me. (not being arrogant at all) but i cant afford to lose a fight. though the battle hasnt ended yet. haist. i just duNno what to do if ever i fail. i might cut my wrist to death! haha :)) kidin.
thanks to yanna, thanks to you. u really are helping me the most. i love you sooo much. haha. :))
hope ull get a 1.0 flat in ur math 53!!'
college life is really hard! huhuhu.. :((
i might have to end my blog at this point. i guess. :) good luck for me tomoro. have to ace the test aim for 80-90%.
oh one more thing, guess i was wrong bout our teacher, he's really inspiring. and un. maybe failing is really normal and is part of college life, most importantly onm the real world. that's why thanks to him also, he's so kind and approacheable though i can't seem to understand the way of his teaching but all in all he's a nice teacher.. :))
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